I think I deserve a big smack in the face. ):

a) for going on a year-long (+ some) hiatus
b) for breaking promises - commissions, gaia art shop, etc.
c) for forgetting how to draw
d) for relearning how to draw but being too damn lazy to relearn how to color
e) for being ugly

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Yeah, so.
I don't really know if I'm going to start on RL commissions again.
I don't even know if I'm even going to draw anymore for any kind of payment, be it virtual or paper money.

Looking at all my artist-friends/idols, I start to feel incredibly INFERIOR... everyone has had, what, like 1 or 2 more years of improvement behind them? While I'm stuck here... barely able to do lineart or to color...
Heck, I've been looking at my OWN old artwork lately, and even THAT makes me feel inferior... I don't think I can do any of that anymore. D: All my new sketches are of a completely different style...
People that once seemed to look up to me have now surpassed me...
People that I used to look up to have now become famous or well-known or ultra-popular or whatever...

gaw.
I think this deserves an FML.
So... FML.

I'm going to college next year, so I definitely won't be able to keep up with drawing.

I'll just make the most of my summer break, I suppose.
Maybe do a few Gaia commissions...
Maybe keep up with my dA...
Maybe even do one or two RL commissions...

No promises though, because I feel horrible whenever I break them. D: