I think I deserve a big smack in the face. ):

a) for going on a year-long (+ some) hiatus
b) for breaking promises - commissions, gaia art shop, etc.
c) for forgetting how to draw
d) for relearning how to draw but being too damn lazy to relearn how to color
e) for being ugly

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Yeah, so.
I don't really know if I'm going to start on RL commissions again.
I don't even know if I'm even going to draw anymore for any kind of payment, be it virtual or paper money.

Looking at all my artist-friends/idols, I start to feel incredibly INFERIOR... everyone has had, what, like 1 or 2 more years of improvement behind them? While I'm stuck here... barely able to do lineart or to color...
Heck, I've been looking at my OWN old artwork lately, and even THAT makes me feel inferior... I don't think I can do any of that anymore. D: All my new sketches are of a completely different style...
People that once seemed to look up to me have now surpassed me...
People that I used to look up to have now become famous or well-known or ultra-popular or whatever...

gaw.
I think this deserves an FML.
So... FML.

I'm going to college next year, so I definitely won't be able to keep up with drawing.

I'll just make the most of my summer break, I suppose.
Maybe do a few Gaia commissions...
Maybe keep up with my dA...
Maybe even do one or two RL commissions...

No promises though, because I feel horrible whenever I break them. D:

was tagged by ^0^

1. Post these rules.

2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves in their journal.

3. At the end, you must to choose and tag 8 people as well as post their icons in this journal.

4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them

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1. I just ate 5 Milano cookies. OGAWD THOSE ARE THE BEST.
2. I'm getting sick of seeing my face on my devID, but I'm too lazy to change it.
3. I'm too lazy to do anything.
4. I procrastinate too much. ;_; *procrastinating two papers right now >_<*
5. I don't think Robert Pattison should play the role of Edward Cullen in Twilight. NO. JUST NO.
6. I don't like being alone in public, but I like being alone when no one's around... o___o;
7. I don't bite my nails. I bite the skin around them. (eww... I should stop.. but it's a bad habit >_<
8. My fingers are really long, and I hate them sometimes because they look disgusting.. T__T
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Tag 8 people??
But...
I DON'T HAVE THAT MANY FRIENDS T___T boohoo~
(or I'm just too lazy.. hehhh)
I TAG YOUUUU!


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Commissions
(in order of date commissioned)
- Gaia - son zack - 3 animated chibis @_@ -
- Gaia - Almighty Ace - 1 chibi -
- RL - =dark-magician-nikoru - 1 minichibi -
- RL (not paid yet) - ~musamitomi - 3 chibis -
- RL (not paid yet) - ~Lainuwho - 1 chibi -

For commission/keychain/bookmark info, go here: [link]

CRAP. School is really killing me. I wanna get these commissions done so badly... money/golddd~~ T___T

So I was browsing around, doing online window shopping (LOL yes. I know. this is what staying on the computer for too long does to you...), and I found this: [link]

And I stared at photo on the bottom right for the longest time.

Then I was like "... that looks... SO familiar. O_O;"

And then I realized it looked almost like my "look, chocolate covered cherry" chibi...
8D;;;

......
LOL!
THE HAT AND LIKE... THE LONG SHIRT WITH THE WORDS AND THE TIGHTS AND BOOTS AND CURLY HAIR AND POSE LKSDJFJOWIf

Yyyeahhh... um... I DIDN'T COPY IT, I SWEAR XD;; pure coincidence.. @__@;;
So anyways, yeah, just thought I'd share. XD

AND FINALS ARE OVER, WOOT! <3
100 on my physics finalllll~~
WHO'S GOOD.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! WOO! ANOTHER NEW YEAR JOURNAL SPAMMING UP YOUR MESSAGES~
8DD

but...
It doesn't feel like it... T____T
do you guys feel the same? It just doesn't feel like a new year... I'm just kinda like bleh...

I guess my only resolution is to... make it through the rest of this stupid school year... alive... orz;;;;;;;;;

I would add "MAKE MORE ART" and stuff like that to my resolutions, but I know that won't happen with school in the way. XD;

Well, anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAHHHH~ <3

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Commissions
- Gaia - son zack - 3 animated chibis @_@ -
- Gaia - Almighty Ace - 1 chibi -
- RL - =dark-magician-nikoru - 1 minichibi -

For commission/keychain/bookmark info, go here: [link]

I'm in dire need of money, so... XD;;;

Rules & Guidelines
- Method of payment = Paypal (PREFERRED) or concealed cash (AT YOUR OWN RISK). There will be occasional "special slots" that will use a different method of payment (ex: subscriptions), so keep your eye out for those~ ;D
- My paypal email is: myumyuuchan@gmail.com
- Please send me a note titled "RL Commission" if you want to commission me. I will reply back with an estimation of your commission pricing. ^^
- Payment must be sent first. I won't start on your commission until I've received your payment. If you want to work out another method of payment (like half first, half later), then feel free to tell me via note.
- Please don't share my address with others! D:
- All prices listed are in USD. And I only take USD. XD; CONVERT YO MONEYYYZ



Will Do
+ Gaia/Roliana avatars, OCs, fanart.

Won't Do
- RL people (depends), nude, super intimate scenes, certain animals (not counting plushies).



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Minichibis
[link] [link] [link]
Price: $1-$2, depending on difficulty.
Extras: +$1 for each additional character.
Backgrounds: Not available atm.

Chibis
[link] [link] [link] [link]
Price: $8-$12, depending on difficulty.
Extras: +$5 for each additional character.
Backgrounds: I can do simple ones, like in the first three samples, at no cost. If you want something more detailed, just discuss it with me and we'll see. XD



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COMMISSION SLOTS
1. =dark-magician-nikoru - 1 minichibi -
2. ~musamitomi - 3 chibis -
3. ~Lainuwho - 1 chibi -
4.
5.

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Other Commissions + To-Do List
- *Dark-Queen-of-Death
- son zack (Gaia) -
- Almighty Ace (Gaia) -

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OMG BOOKMARKS? KEYCHAINS?

WOOO!
Okayyy, I'm thinking about selling pre-made bookmarks/keychains. 8D

So far, I've only got the "I Love You" bookmark design ([link]), but I could easily put Raito and L from that fanart I drew ([link]) onto a bookmark or keychains. >u<

Double-sided bookmarks will probably be around $2, and one-sided bookmarks will be $1. (not including shipping price)
Keychains would probably be $1 each. ^^ Oh, and I have to find a place that would sell like... those ball chains? Or just regular keychain rings... or maybe cellphone chains 8DDD~ would Michaels sell those? Or like Hobby Lobby or something?

Sooo, whatdya think? 8D

I could also do custom bookmarks/keychains... O 3O though the price would obviously be much, much more.. XD;;;

Anyone interested? ^^